ALLABOUT.xun
x Stefan aka. XUNxun.WANTS
# GIRLFRIEND!xun.LOVES
x3 JUNkorxun.HATES
x Bitchesxun.CHATS
takes a deep breath *
-inhale-
Its times like this when you remember the ugly truths whereby you still remember the pain of finding out betrayals that you know you still hurt deep inside out that you cannot pretend you are fine but you just hope and pray you will be able to forgive them and not take the easy way out by hating which in return make ourselves feel so much better instantly but it will not last in the long run and it becomes a drug like you are addicted to missing and hating her and you have to feed on it everyday because if you dont you will be left gaping for air nearly dying but you just want to hang on to that damn blardy last breath because you think she will come back and make everything alright or deep inside your broken shattered ugly dull unshiny heart you seriously think that you one of these days you will be able to niavely forgive everything that happened even though ppl misunderstand you and ppl bring you dwn with their sacarstic words ppl took you for granted ppl kept going too far and you start to wonder why are you going through all these alone and why do you care when all you care is abt the betrayal all you care is what went through both their minds and care whether they even spared a thought for you in the first place and wonder are they really human bcause you are such a pathetic moron to have the FKIN EXTINCT skill of being UNABLE to even kill AN ANT and here you are writing without punctuation and expect ppl to understand a single word you say when in truth Stefan your esteem is gone your confidence is gone and everything is gone and the one who you
thought.
was.
the.
ONE
Eventually turned out to be a ... person
who.
couldn't.
be.
bothered.
so why are you typing this ?
-exhale-
Hi! I'm really Stefan's alter ego . Can someone wake him up from the idea, or i'm seriously going to make him disappear by emerging and cause him to have split personalities because he is in serious trouble of fighting the war between his emotionalal and logical selves .
If only Stefan hated her .
IF only .
Peace in my head (:
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