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Friday, August 8, 2008

-嬉 ; URESHI

Love is a slow kiss goodnight, It's anticipation.

Love is flirting ourtageously and still remembering that the person at your side is not obligated to do anything, It's respect.

Love is an imperfection in your self not bothering you, it's acceptance.

Love is passing up an opportunity because the time isn't right yet, It's patience.

Love is a back massage that starts above the hairline and ends around the insoles, it's exploration.

Love doesn not have to say, "lets make love," because you know what the other person wants, it understands.

Love is being given an honest chance to say no when you thought you were committed, it's consideration.

Love is both of you remembering protection, it's responsibility.

Love is saying the perfect phrase to make a solemn embrace dissolve into giggles, it's humor.

Love is being told "stop and i'll kill you." It's desire.

Love is reviewing the damge to your living room and realizing personal effects are strewn in a clockwise pattern from the front door the to bedroom, it's abandonment.

Love is seeing what your love really looks like for the first time, it's truth.

Love is knowing what time it is and not caring, it's joy.

Love is the arms around you tightening their embrace, it's ecstacy.

Love is seeing a new side of a person you thought you knew, it's renewal.

Love is telling a person if you have to leave, you will let them sleep, and being told they would rathr be woken, it's tenderness.

Love is waking up to find the subject of the dream you were having asleep on your shoulder, it's where fantasy meets reality.

Love is being there to wake your lover slowly, it's sensuousness.

Love belatedly knows why you bothered to buy a queen-sized bed three years ago, it's practicality.

Love is two people only taking up a third of a queen-sized bed, it's closeness.

Love knows you gave the extra set of keys to your apartment to the right person, its trust.

Love is saying good-bye and knowing you will be back by mutual consent, its faith.

Love is stretching your arms and discovering the real meaning of the word "sore" it's a lesson in human frailty.

Love is opening your medicine cabinet finding your tube of toothpaste turned into a prezel, it's adaptation.

Love is sitting at the window, looking out and remembering who you were with the night before, it's reflection.

Love is hearing the weather forecast for a winter storm and wishing you could spend it in bed with your lover, it's loneliness.

Love is stories that will never be told, it's personal.

Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't?

Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't?
You fall deeper with each passing day,But try to hide it in every possible way.
He's only a friend, and nothing else.
That's the lie you keeping telling yourself.

You keep on saying he's just a bud,But deep inside, you're falling in love.
You get so giddy when you meet his eyes,But keep reminding yourself it isn't right.
A simple glance turns into a stare,But you pretend that you don't care.

It's "not right" for you two to be.
Is that why you hide it so no one can see?

But how long will you pretend?

Keep lying that he's just a friend?

Perhaps your feelings you can never show.
Perhaps it's "wrong" for him to know.
Your friendship can't be risked over this,

So being his girl is an impossible wish.

When a GIRL is quiet,
Millions of things are running in her mind

When a GIRL is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply

When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions,
She is wondering how long you will bearound

When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after afew seconds,
She is not at all fine

When a GIRL stares at you,
She is wondering why you are lying

When a GIRL lays on your chest,
She is wishing for you to be hers forever

When a GIRL calls you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention

When a GIRL sms's u everyday,
She wants you to reply at least once

When a GIRL says I love you,
She means it

When a GIRL says that she can't live without you,
She has made up her mind that you are her future

When a GIRL says "i miss you",
No one in this world can miss you more than that.

People will forget what you said.
People will forget what you did.

But people will never forget how you made them feel.

I won't cry because it is over, I'll smile because it happened.

You can never stop loving someone.

you just learn how to live without them.

sometimes you just need to run away just to see who will come after you.
the ones who do are the ones that truly love you.

Someday someone might come into your life and love you the way you've always wanted.

If your someday was yesterday,

learn.

If your someday is tomorrow,

hope.

If your someday is today,

cherish.

We come to love
not by finding a perfect person,
but by learning to see
an imperfect person perfectly.

happy birthday to myself. <3

♪ XUN`licious__ [x 4:20 PM <3

Friday, August 1, 2008

-哀 ; KANESHI

How does one actually measures the amount emotions/affections for others in their miserable stingy heart.

In life, we seek many answers.
Curiousity is the driving force behind every magnificent and glamourous life.

We are constantly seeking.

Seeking for better life.
Seeking for better relationships.
Seeking for better solutions.
Seeking for better everything.

But sadly, we don't always get the answers we need.

It relies on ourselves.
It's the ultimate journey through life that we gain results, through experiments, trials and errors.

Who hasn't walked on a wrong path before?
Who hasn't made a decision only to face disappointments?
Who hasn't made a choice only to regret it much later?
Who?

We all make mistakes, and is there really a need to be to remind "N" times for a mistake we did? Who says we can't make an identical mistake twice? Maybe it just the time for us to learn hasn't dawned upon on us.

Who, exactly are we, to judge others' doings?

Forgiving is not easy. But how much hurt, how much pain, how much disappointments can our palm sized heart carry with us on every step of the way.

This is what people call "emotional baggage".

We store unhappiness, pain, suffering, heartache, discontentment in this baggage and lug them all day all night, everyday for 365 days, 24/7.

When will it ever stop?

I guess, bad things won't just stop at some point. They love to snowball. Then they grow humongous and crash on you. Leaving you out cold, dead and delicious to the penguins in Antartica.

When you are emotionally ready, and you meet someone emotionally unready. Then as if all the hurt hasn't been enough due to complications.

You start to face disappointments.

Then you began wondering from the start whether it had been right all along.

And you start losing faith in believing everything will turn alright.

By the time you realise it,

Its gone.

You know wad a deadlock is? Its when something goes round and round with its cause and effect.

In simplified terms,

I don't get affection, I don't show emotion.
I don't show emotion, she gets hurt
She gets moody, I get affected.
I am affected, I show disappointment.
I show disappointment, she gets upset.
She gets upset, she holes up herself.
She holes up herself.

I don't get affection.

Its easy to break it. But who will be the one?

The suffering one?

Then again,

Who is the suffering one?

♪ XUN`licious__ [x 7:48 AM <3